Perfect Enemy

I'm making this a friends only journal from now on. I've been meaning to for a while but i've been too lazy. So no more public post.

I'd figured i would go ahead and fill this out. I'd be surprised if anyone read i though haha.

( Long Survey )

Happy new year everyone! good old 2007@! Woot. I hope this is a good year. busy for me i bet hehe. I might update this tomorrow if i remember or something. have a nice knight!

*edit&

i mean 2006

Here is my favorite picture my friend Sammy drew. I think she is very talented. She is a second year graphic artist in college ^-^.

Yep, That's about right.

Well, First time i've felt social in a long time, actually, And not a single soul online, Pitty lol.

It's been a long time since i've updated my journal. I thought about just leaving it to rot, but i guess i feel lonely or something or i wouldn't be here, huh? Anyway, i've been trying to keep in contact with people through emails, though. I've been keeping in contact with Kayli, Gwen, and Maren that way. Navi, if you read this, Do you still use MSN? i was going to write you a email but i never see you on it so i figured you wouldn't get it.

I just opened AIM, first time within two months i think haha. Not a soul on, besides Slyder anyway... And i don't talk to him.

So... Hmm, well, Not much going on here. Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes back on the fourth. Speaking of which, my birthday was alright. My gift was $100 from my mom. I just finally finished spending that lol. I also had a ice cream cake for my birthday, that was godly. best cake ever. Besides that, This month i went to Virginia for a few days to check out my moms house up there. It's pretty much abandon... We didn't have the keys, so i got to break in (Sorry i forgot to answer your question in that email, Maren. So now you know why i had to break in lol), Which was fun... until a huge fucking spider jumped down and i screamed "Holy shit!!" and stabed it to death with a big stick lol. I hate fucking spiders, the only thing i'm afraid of... big ones anyway. Also this month i've been getting ready for college. I'll start college either the first of the year or next may... I haven't tried to enroll yet. I'm waiting for my diploma to come in the mail first, and to get some kind of finacial aid. Wish me luck, three or more years in college ahead.

Happy Thanksgiving to all my american friends btw. I'm not sure if any other country celebrates Thanksgiving. If so, Then happy Thanksgiving to you, too lol.

I woke up today with the flu... Which sucks. I can't really use my left eye. It's really messed up and hurts like hell. But i'll live!

Oh, I spent my birthday money and some money i had stashed on some games. Dragon Quest 8 rocks, Trust me, if you like RPGs even a little, You should get it. It's a great game... Taz that sold it to me said it was the greatest RPG ever, i disagree with him lol. I still think FF X is the best. The other games i picked up is Resident Evil 4 and Need For Speed Most Wanted. I recommend both. Resident Evil 4 on the PS2 is Godly ;). Oh, And i finally ordered FF VII: Advent Children from that site Navi gave me. Great deal and it should be in soon. I ordered it because i found out they delayed the fucking american release of the DVD until April i believe.... Damn Square keeps delaying EVERYTHING. FF 12 has been delayed again! btw, not it'll come out near the end of next year... Bastards lol. If they delay it again, i'll refuse to buy it XD.

Paying 200 dollars to fix my computer didn't work. It's still a little fucked. Like i can't use IE, random atlmi5 driver crashes, ect. It's being a bitch and not letting me online sometimes as well. Something is wrong that i can't fix on my own, and i think it would be better just to buy a new computer then repair this shit.
Well, That's pretty much it.

Until next time

Well, I figured i would fill this out because i'm bored. I stole it from Kayli lol. And yes i know, I haven't updated in a while... A lot has happen but i don't feel like typing it right now.

[x] Full Name: Christopher Craig Watkins
[x] Nick names: CC, Blackie, Kirby, Fergit
[x] First Breath: 11/04/1986
[x] Age: I'll go ahead and say 19
[x] Girl or Boy: Boy
[x] Height: 5'11
[x] Hair color: Dark Brown/Black
[x] Eye color: Green
[x] Glasses/Contacts: Neither
[x] Braces: Might need them
[x] Where were you born: South Carolina
[x] Current Location: North Carolina
[x] Today's Date: 11/03/1986
[x] Time: 1:26am

--FAMiLY--

[x] Mother's name: Patricia
[x] Father's name: None
[x] Brother's name: Johny
[x] Sister's name: Teresa
[x] Favorite aunt: None lol
[x] Favorite uncle: None
[x] Favorite cousin: Ashley
[x] Favorite grandpa: Grandpa Blackie
[x] Favorite grandma: Grandma Jean

--SCHOOL--

[x] What school do you go to: I'm out of school for a while.
[x] What grade are you in: I'll be going to grade 14 i guess you could say.
[x] Current G.P.A: (Kayli, GPA is an american thing lol) Dunno
[x] Favorite year(did say grade but hey we aren't all americans): No Idea
[x] Least favorite year: Year 2
[x] Favorite teacher: Ms Bounds
[x] Least favorite teacher: Ms Shannon
[x] Favorite subject: Computer classes?
[x] Least favorite subject: History
[x] Do you play sports/ extracurricular activites: Hell no


--FAVORiTES--

[x] Number: 13
[x] Letter: R
[x] Toy: Spawn!
[x] Movie: Too many movies
[x] T.V show: Taboo, South Park, Family Guy, Max-X, MXC.
[x] Shoes: Reebok R-1
[x] Clothing: Anything black XD
[x] Cologne/Perfume: Axe, Stetson
[x] Song: My December
[x] Candy: Skittles
[x] Food: Italian
[x] Singer: uhh Lenna?
[x] Group: Enigma
[x] Type of music: Anything almost
[x] Hangout: o.O
[x] Fastfood Restaurant: Sonics?
[x] Season: Winter
[x] Day: Friday
[x] Weekday: Friday
[x] Month: December
[x] Shampoo: Not Sure
[x] Deodorant: Anything lol
[x] Car: Nissan 350Z <3
[x] Country: Japan or Hong Kong maybe
[x] State: No idea
[x] Boy's name: Dante
[x] Girl's name: I actually like the name Gwen lol
[x] Music video: None at the moment
[x] Word: Interesting
[x] Swear word: Fuck

--WHATS THE FiRST THiNG YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR--

[x] George Bush: Dip shit
[x] Laguna Beach: Bleh
[x] Jessica Simpson: Hot but stupid
[x] Hilary Duff: Annoying
[x] Britney Spears: Pass, Pass, Puff
[x] Fuck: Kayli (XD)
[x] Orange: Red... no idea
[x] Love: Interesting
[x] Gay: Butt seeexxx
[x] Donut: Wheely?
[x] Water: Drown

--THiS OR THAT--

[x] Rock or Rap: Rock
[x] Rap or Pop: Rap
[x] Rock or Pop: Rock
[x] R&B or Rock: Rock
[x] Metal or Rock: Rock
[x] Pop or R&B: R&B
[x] Pop or Metal: Pop
[x] Rap or R&B: Rap
[x] Britney or Christina: Nada
[x] Hilary or Lindsay: Pass
[x] Chad Michael Murray or Jude Law: Who?
[x] Gay or Lesbian: LESBIAN!
[x] Usher or Justin Timberlake: Neither
[x] Basketball or baseball: Basketball
[x] Pen or pencil: Pen
[x] Skateboard or rollerblade: Neither, Once you can drive, fuck both of those XD
[x] Ski or snowboard: Snowboard
[x] Me or you: You
[x] Dora or Blue: Blue
[x] Red or Blue: Reeeddd....Bllooodddd

--PERSONAL LiFE--

[x] Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope
[x] What is he/she's name: Gwen or Kayli
[x] When did you get together: Probably the year 2015
[x] How long have you been together: Until they murder me
[x] How did you meet: Forums!
[x] How many friends do you have: Several
[x] Do you smoke: Nope, never will. But sometimes i wish i did lmao
[x] What about drink: Sometimes
[x] Are you a virgin: Yes, Believe it or not.
[x] If no, when was the last time: Nada, Dumb ass.


--THOUGHTS--

[x] What do you think about gay/lesbian people: Sexy... Lesbians anyway.
[x] George Bush: Dip shit should be shot
[x] Suicide: The last and most selfish act you can do. Good by me though.
[x] Boy bands: Fuck each other
[x] The color pink: Eh, Girly?

--WHAT DiD YOU DO--

[x] last birthday: Drank until i passed out, woke up next to five nakid women and a horse. J/K. I did nothing.
[x] today: I have a bad memory. Probably day dreamed about things that will never happen and worried about my problems lmao.
[x] Christmas: Stayed at home
[x] Thanksgiving: Thanksgiving rocked my socks off.
[x] Easter: Oh shit, i missed that one
[x] Valentine's Day: Was also alone
[x] Yesterday: Emailed lazy bones Kayli, Wished i wasn't here.
[x] Last weekend: Fuck if i know.

--LAST THiNG--

[x] You ate: Pizza
[x] Hugged: Can't remember
[x] Kissed: Never lmao
[x] Drank: Mountian Dew... The real stuff
[x] You listened to: Eve
[x] Last person you saw: My Mom
[x] Person you talked to: Been a few days lol

--YES OR NO--

[x] Are you straight: Yes
[x] Are you Asian: Psh, i wish.
[x] Are you Caucasian: Yeah, Southren redneck fo' life G *makes gangsta signs*
[x] Are you Mexican: No
[x] Are you non of the above: lmao that would be fun
[x] Do you like eggs: Sure
[x] What about candy: Not too much
[x] Girls: YES DAMMIT
[x] Guys: Guys are dick heads
[x] You: Nah
[x] Still friends with your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: Some of them lol
[x] Am i annoying you: No
[x] Are you glad: Enough
[x] Glad it's over: No, More QUESTIONS!

Let's see.... Today was a long day, but joyful. I woke up around 11amish and..... I forgot what i did for the first hour or so XDD. But i came online and talked to Kayli, Karlie, Rachel, and Maren for a little while. It was nice ^-^. Then i left the house to go shopping for some CDs and crap lol. I ended up buying a bit, 3 CDs, Mario Sunshine for the GC, and a guild for Legend of Zelda Wind Walker (Which you need, trust me). The Cds i picked up are: T.a.T.u: Dangerous and Moving, Engima: Love Sensuality Devotion: Greatist Hits, and H.I.M's new CD Dark Light.

Out of the three CDs... I have to give it to Engima. It's one of the best CDs I own. And that's saying a lot trust me lol. Tatu's CD is perfect. Even better than the orginal. Every track on it I give 5 stars. And H.I.M I sort of took a risk on because recently, gothic-ish music hasn't really been my taste lol. I'm more into techno, soft rock, and rap/hip-hop at the moment. But it's a great CD, don't get me wrong. If you like that kind of music, it's a 5 star CD as well. I just need to get into it XD.

Now, i shall enough you with a list of all the songs on each CD! muhaha

Dangerous and Moving:

1. Dangerous and Moving intro
2. All About Us
3. Cosmos
4. Love Me Not
5. Friend or Foe
6. Gomenasal
7. Craving
8. Sacrifice
9. We Shout
10. Perfect Enemy
11. Obzyanka Nol
12. Dangerous and Moving

Enigma LSD:

1. The Landing
2. Turn Around
3. Gravity of Love
4. T.N.T For The Brain
5. Modern Crusaders
6. Shadows in Silence
7. Return to Innocents
8. I Love You, I'll Kill You
9. Principles of Lust
10.Sadness (part 1)
11.Silence Must Be Heard
12.Smell of Desire
13.Mea Culpa
14.Push The Limits
15.Beyond The Invisible
16.Age of Loneliness
17.Morphing Thru Time
18.The Cross of Changes

Dark Light:

1. Vampire Heart
2. Rip Out The Wings of A Butterfly
3. Under The Rose
4. Killing Loneliness
5. Dark Light
6. Behind The Crimson Door
7. The Face of God
8. Drunk on Shadows
9. Play Dead
10.In The Nightside of Eden


Finally, Done. I bet no one read that but that's alright lmao. Oh, If anyone want's me to send any of the songs i just listed, just post it here.
Anyway, something else that you might find long and boring. I got it out of Kayli's journal

Personal Information
First Name//: Christopher
Age//: 18
Gender//: Male
Nickname(s)//: Fergit, CC, Blackie
Hair Color//: Dark Brown, almost Black
Hair Style//: Long and untamed
Eye Color//: Hunter Green

What is your favorite...
Color//: Black
Game//: Final Fantasy X
Song//: I Love You, I'll Kill You - Engima
Music Video//: All The Things she Said - Tatu
Animal//: Tiger
Sport//: The hell if i know
Country//: Japan
Movie//: Hackers
Food//: Anything Italian

Friends
Best//: Gwen, Kayli, Navi, and Karlie
Closest//: Gwen, Kayli
Coolest//: Navi, Kayli
Sweetest//: Karlie
Kindest//: Navi, Karlie, Ben
Most Adorable//: Hmm Looks: Navi and Kayli, Personality: Karlie
Most Annoying//: Mike
Dullest//: Mike
Stupidest//: Mike
Most Intelligent//: Dannelia
Athletic//: Gwen, She's buff XD

Relationships
Boy(Girl)friend//: None
Are you in love right now//: Hell no lol
Do you have a crush//: Nah
Do you have a stalker//: Nope
Do you miss someone right now//: Yes

What do you do...
At school//: I'm out of school
At home//: Stare blankly at a computer screen, sleep on the couch.
Outside//: WTF, When did they start letting people outside?
When you first wake up//: Take a piss, to be blunt XD

What (fill in the blank) do you hate?
Food//: Mu Gu Gia Pan
Color//: Puke Green
Hair color//: No idea... Red looks bad on most people
Tv show//: Right now, everything but cartoons and movies.
Clothing style//: Preppy and Vally Girl
Movie//: Contact. For the love of fucking God, that movie sucked >_>

Emotions Right Now
Are You Happy Right Now//: Nah
Sad//: No
Grumpy//: Just a little
Annoyed//:Yes
Angry//: Nope
Sick//: I have a cold
Lonely//: No
Bored//: Nah

Have you ever...
Made your own religion//: I think so o.O... Can't remember what
Written backwards//: Haey
Written your own magazine//: lmao, No
Drawn art//: Yeah
Got angry with a game//: Sometimes.. With really hard games i start yelling every swear word, and when i finally win, i usually flip the TV off and yell "Eat that mother fucker" XD
Played Lacrosse//: That is so fucking gay XD, No.
Broken a bone//: Nope
Dyed your hair//: Nah, i used to spray it Blue and Purple though lol.
Put in contacts for no reason//: Nah
Swam alone//: I can't swim

Things that come to mind when you read...
Intelligentence//: Over-rated
Stupidity//: Too Commen
Depress//: Used by too many people to get attention
Blood//: ... Sexy XD
Blue//: Sky
Gray//: Dir en Grey
Sword//: Death
Golf//: Worst sport EVER
Soccer//: Shin guards
Yellow//: Bright
Socks//: German... no idea why i thought that
Ribbon//: Red

Random Questions
Play Sports, if so, what ones//: Anything Illegal XDD
Have a lot of friends//: Nope, but a few close ones I love dearly.
Write good//: Sloppy sometimes
Eat a lot//: Nope
Like the day Friday//: Everyday seems the same to me
Like the month December//: Love it

Do you(or are you)...
(DY)Give good advice//: Depends. If it has to do with relationships, video games, or sex; Then Yes.
(DY)Talk crap//: Sometimes lol, Weird random crap
(DY)Play a lot of games//: I used to play 14 hours a day, now around 2
(DY)Wear hats//: Yesh
(DY)Like to be outside//: I've never seen the sun before o.O
(AY) Always mad//: Nope, But i have a short fuse and a very nasty bite.
(AY) Always happy//: Off and on (Mood swingy lol)
(AY) A good friend//: I hope so

This or that (Last questions)
Night or day//: Night
Snow or Rain//: Rain
Stars or the Moon//: Stars
Ocean or Pool//: Ocean
Boat or Plane//: Boat
Books or Magazines//: Magazines
Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//: Pokemon...
Blonde or Black Hair//: Black
Green or Blue Eyes//: Blue
Pants or Shorts//: Baggy pants with lots of chains! And only black, of course lol.
Pop or Rock//: Rock
Punk or Emo//: Punk
Tatoos or Piercings//: Piercings
Necklace or Ring//: Necklace
Clouds or No Clouds//: Clouds
Art or Literature//: Art
Jeans or Baggy Pants//: Baggy Pants
Singing or Dancing//: Oh my, Neither for me
March or May//: March
Halloween or Christmas//: Halloween baby
Coke or Pepsi//: Coke
Hug or Kiss//: Hug, Because i can hug anyone without a girlfriend getting jealous.

Btw, One random rant before I go:
Final Fantasy Fans piss me off. Why? Because everyone still crys and mourns over Aries.... God dammit, She died 7 years ago.
What about VIVI!!! For crying out loud he was one of the greatest FF characters around and was in FF9 from the very start till the end, and no one ever mourns his death >_<. Plus, his character in general was much more adorable then Aeris lol.

Wal-mart sucks!

Okay, that's a commen fact already. From now on, they are never getting any of my money. I refuse to buy anything at their store! Anything!... Even though they had a flash memory card i wanted for 14 dollars ;-;. Still, they riped me off of $40 so i refuse to ever buy anything there again ^-^.

Trust me, Wal-mart is ran by Satan! It's evil... As evil as Elmo and Netscape! Just stay away from Wal-mart at all coast! And if one starts being built in your town, Burn it down! It steals your soul ;-;.

Best Buy is my type of store XD. It and Hot Topic of course. Even though i never buy anything from Hot Topic... But the music they play rocks and the goth girls that work there are cute!!

For everyone who doesn't know, Tatu's new CD has been released in America three days ago. I haven't picked it up yet, But Danny sent me the whole CD via MSN. It's just as good as the first CD so if you like Tatu (Most people i know do), Pick it up right away.

In other news, The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess will be released Nov. 1st! It SHALL be Godly ;-;. It's also the only thing i want for my birthday lol (Which happens to be 3 Days after it's release). People keep asking me what i want and i just tell them nothing. Because I really don't... Just Zelda XD.

And in Movies: Final Fantasy Advent Children will be released next month. I'm not sure on the date, though. Also: Final Fantasy XII has been delayed AGAIN if you didn't know. It'll come out in Japan on March the 16th. Haven't we been waiting like three years for this damn game? o.<. Oh, Kingdom Hearts 2 has also been delayed. It'll come out in March as well, I believe.

The Song for the day is Dream On by Aerosmith. GO my fellow music theifs and download it! It's still one of the greatest rock songs around even if it's like... 30 years old. If you don't like rock, Then go download some Enigma... Or something.

Oh, My warning for the day is a virus called "Cool". It usually attaches itself to your documents folder and refuses to leave. You can catch it simple by being connected to the net and it's a major bitch. It blocks you from the net. I had it a month ago... along with 5 other viruses lol. So watch out for the "Cool" file.

Well, That's all i have to say for now. Remember to drink Jolt Cola! The offical drink of Hackers around the world.

Goodnight.

Well, It kind of feels good to start over.

Anyway, Nothing much has been happening lately. Mmmm Oh, i did get some test results back for a test that i had to take before i get into college. I got almost all perfect scores ^.^. So i'm really happy. Basicly, my grade average for all 60+ subjects was 12+ XD. I don't know how i did it, but i did. So i'll final get into college next year.

Now i just need to get a grant or something. I'm not sure how to look into this stuff ^^;. But i guess i should start.

Besides that, not much else is going on lol.

As you all know, i've been gone a while because my computer was inffected and it wouldn't allow me online. It's been fixed (of course) and i can come online again.

Hmm lets see, what else... Oh, i've been getting back in touch with my friends. But i haven't spoken to gwen in a long time ;-;. She isn't on offten, or just when i'm not online. But ah well.

Oh, i've been making graphics again. Here are my latest products:









That's all, i think... Until next time viewers!